It' s been over a year. Much has happened. Much has not. Life has not evolved in a way that I would like. But then again, I have to clue what I'd like. Well no, that's a lie. I know what'd I'd like, I just don't know what it is I'm doing, or not doing, that is keeping me from what I think is so simple.
Here's my recap.
1. I got my MBA. What am I going to do with it? IDDK. I don't think I knew what I was going to do, when I made the decision to get the degree. I'm learning as I go. It is an expensive lesson.
2. I got a new nephew. I'm sooooo in love... again.
3. I got a job. Hell I had (technically) 3 jobs for about a month. But I'm working full-time, with benefits...but it's a grant position. So let's all bow our heads & pray it gets more funding.
4. I lost a good friend to cancer. I didn't realize how much I leaned on her until the last few months. Thinking about her even now, makes me tear up.
5. The relationship I've been in for the last 3yrs, is over. (more on that later) Should have been over, years ago. But it was comfortable, and I thought more of him, than I obviously should have.
That is where much of my relational problems are.
6. Oh!! I have started another Master's program. This is probably where I should have started in the
first place. I'm getting my master's in Clinical Counseling & a certificate in Marriage & Family.
The start of this has been rough as I try to balance work & what little life I allow to creep in, but
I'm doing this.
So I'm single. Still living home. But I'm working, and actually have the ability to save money. I'd love to be in a relationship, but I'm so scattered, I have no clue where I'd even have the time, let alone meet someone. My one.
This is just a brief catch-up... but I think it is more than enough.
